If I was your Vampire

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Underoath - Too Loud to See Too Bright To Hear

Intense song :|




Long time since i heard a song this good. :D

Lyrics

Good God, if your song leaves our lips
If your work leaves our hands
Then we will be wonders and vagabonds
They will stare and say how empty we are
How the freedom we had turned us up as dead men

Let us be cold, make us weak
Let us, because we all have ears
Let us, because we all have eyes
Good God

4X
How they knew that this would happen
They knew, they knew that this would

Good God, can you still get us home 8X

How can we still get home 4X (I'm not dreaming)
We're forgetting our forgiveness 4X

Fluffy

My dad finally let me buy a cat! haha.
I bought a Himalayan breed. She's only two weeks old. I LOVE HER! :D She's the most adorable thing ever.
The other day when I was out shopping, I came back after quite some time and just as I was climbing the stairs upstairs she saw and ran towards me. It was so cute.
She's very fat, though. xD She can't hold her own weight. So she spreads her feet out and then lets her stomach rest on the floor. lol. She's not really that fat, just very hairy. So that makes her heavy. She looks like a sheep (xD) So my mum named her Fluffy (Yes, we did consider the possibility "Cotton Ball"). haha
I wanted to name her "mocha" or "taco". =_= Too bad that didn't work out. :( :P

I took some pictures. :D










yeah, she's not a fan of taking pictures. She sleeps like an insane human! xD And i know, her being a cat and sleeping like a human is the most craziest thing ever! hahaha.
Maybe i'll take a picture of her sleeping sometime.

She's sick right now. :( She has a fever, 103 F D:
And she has cold, and an eye infection. :S She's not eating and the vet put her on antibiotics.
Hmmm, i hope she gets better. :(

PYF

I might have not mentioned this before but I am an official in an NGO called "PYF".
It's an abbreviation for "Pakistan Youth Forum" which mean we are here for the youth of our country. Because now, the youth have a voice.
We initially started from Facebook as a small group and Thank God we are now pretty big.
Website
Facebook
Myspace

Please, help us out. :)

Update....

MJ's memorial service was truly one of the most painful memory I'll have for this decade.
It was sad, and yes, I did cry...5 times. :P
It was really touching how once he was up on that very stage performing himself, walking with his own legs when right now we had to see him being dragged by other people, lifeless. That was truly something I will never forget watching.

So anyways, right now I'm both very sad and very angry. Ugh, some people just drive me insane by their talks. It's very pissing off.
People should not be so self-obsessed. Or such 'wanna be bitches'. GROW UP!
I mean the people you'd least expect turn out to be the biggest mistakes of your life! But I think I'm ready to forgive and move on, now if only that apology arrives xD
I mean she still has not said "Sorry" because she STILL thinks we're wrong. What the hell?? I have no pleasure in back biting or lying to people. I hate those sort of people...specially the ones who try to grab ALL the attention and try to cover up and proving them self innocent by lying some more.
Amal, you have GOT to grow up.
Just admit you lied...it's not like lying some more to prove you're right would make me talk to you again. Both ways...I'M NEVER TALKING TO YOU AGAIN! I would forgive you...obviously, but never talk again, I try not to talk to people with no self-respect.

Anyways...I think I'm joining anger management....my mum wants me to.

Also, sabeen, THANK YOU...AGAIN! :D LAAAVE YOU!! :D *mwah* :P

R.I.P Micheal Jackson

Micheal Jackson

First thing I found out when I woke up.

I'm still in shock and don't believe this. He was only fifty. I respected the guy. He was an amazing person and I was really proud of him. It's so scary to find out how quickly it just happened. I don't even know what to say right now.

Charles Starkweather (1938 - 1959)

25th June 1958, Charles Starkweather, a murderer of 11, was executed in the electirc chair. And although I'm not supposse to but I really liked this guy.He never meant any of those kills, the man had an IQ above average but it was just the wrong treatment he got through out his childhood which lead to all the desperate measures he took.I think there are pretty wrong rumours out there about him, like the fact that he killed those two teenagers, Jensen and Corl King, because he wanted their car. He only did that because the were the same typical sort of people who destroyed him whole childhood. Although killing them in my opinion wasn't really OBVIOUSLY the right thing to do. But whatever...he was a psychopath. Still, when he was caught, and the time he spent in jail, he changed. All through out his "fugative" life he wrote letters and notes to loved ones and himself.He kept on writing until the day he was killed.One of the jail gaurds, in the book, "Killers" by Nigel Cawthorne, even said "If only some one paied attention to Charlie, maybe it wouldn't have ended this way for him".I think he could have changed. He was gifted, with an amazing brain, and it was just the stupid fucked up people around him the runied him mentally. I wish he could have gotten his justice.
Weird, yet good thing about him was when his lawyer had the plan to tell the judge that Charles was mentally ill and instead of being executed he should be sent to a mental Institute. Charlie disagreed to that statement in court out loud and said that he was perfectly sane.That was the moment he destroyed any chance of his survival.But he, in my opinion, did good. It's better to die than to live your whole life as a lie.
R.I.P Charles Starkweather(although I know you're burning in hell horribly right now...or maybe you're not. Who knows, that's all up to God)